Relationship

How many times have I felt annoyed and gone to your profile to complain about what you've been posting?
And how many times have I tried to prevent her from freely expressing herself, as long as it was within the law, fearing the repercussions it might have?
Think carefully! Try to remember!!
Well, that's right...NONE!

For my part, I've had to put up with people interfering to try and impose the craziest, most ridiculous, useless, and unfounded doctrines; trying to silence me when I exposed some heretical practice characteristic of their ecclesiastical company's franchise; or even dictating how I should communicate and present the studies I've conducted… including REMOVING the most complex or shocking ones.
The most astonishing thing of all is that, believing myself to be some kind of divine emissary with possible direct responsibility for the salvation of that soul, I still launched myself into an attempt at dialogue that often stretched for weeks: what a FOOL I was!

First and foremost, there is something I've been talking about, but which my previous insistent behavior proved I didn't fully recognize: the SOVEREIGNTY of God—if He wants to save any soul, He will not be restricted to depending entirely on me to do so!
Far be it from me to evoke Arminian or Calvinist views right off the bat in the second post on this blog, but… there has to be a balance between the “Pokémon hunter” evangelists and those who are inert in relation to what Christ said:

No one can come to me unless the Father who sent me draws him;
And I will raise him up on the last day.

(John 6:44)

In other words: I can't force the true gospel down anyone's throat... and neither can anyone who considers me impure and perverted do that to me!
I always like to apply the "Zerubbabel analogy" to preaching the gospel:

Not by might nor by violence,
but rather by my Spirit,
says the Lord of Hosts.

(Zechariah 4:6b)

But going back to the old, inconvenient, and relatively pointless conflict between Arminians and Calvinists, I once had the ambition to lead a group of people who, even geographically distant, would meet to talk, to discuss things to be analyzed from a Christian and biblically grounded perspective… the idea was great, but human nature is rotten, and this was exposed through some regrettable episodes: the one about the young man who was so desperate to get married that he fell in love with one woman and ended up marrying another wasn't as terrible as the one I refer to as "the pack of gospel bitches"!
It was a strange kind of competition between one who declared herself Arminian and another who declared herself Calvinist, but what should have been the defense of the gospel turned into frequent attempts to demonstrate leadership and control over other people: they would go to forums and pages just to get involved in discussions and then, out of pure factionalism, make calls for all members of the group to go to that address to participate in a fruitless discussion.

I don't remember when the Calvinist left the group, but I perfectly recall when the Arminian posted a photo on her profile where her breasts were almost spilling out of her low-cut top, and I, presuming the group's privacy, took a screenshot and added a question: "Is this a proper way for a Christian to present themselves?" or something similar…
Eager to display her power and control, the Calvinist had left a spy who captured everything that happened in the group and reported it to her: faced with this episode, the scoundrel immediately contacted me to, in a kind of extortion, try to silence me, because everything I said in the group "she had her informant," namely, someone who called herself a sister, but was nothing more than a loyal little dog to her mistress, guide, guru, and leader.
In the end, "my" group lost its privacy and ended because of women who claimed to be wise, but committed a cascade of improprieties.

The spy, that wretched woman whom I always advised and supported, after realizing the mistake she made, came to expose herself to me personally… but it was too late: there had been a breach of trust between the participants — exactly like in the game “Among Us” — and I never again got involved in creating groups based on faith… and I will be very careful if I try again: if even Christ had a Judas Iscariot, I have no intention of surpassing Him!

The worst thing happened in 2018, when one of the group members (who always turned to me and the others during her most depressed moments) ended up committing suicide: because of everything that had happened before, I wouldn't even remember the "pack of gospel bitches" anymore, but I will always attribute this death to them and to the eagerness that people like the head bitch have to demonstrate religious and spiritual power and influence over others.

The text is already getting long, and that's not the purpose of this blog, but speaking specifically about "Relationships," I plan to continue writing regularly, with posts on Mondays, Wednesdays, and Fridays... always in the evening.
I may no longer reach as large an audience as I once did, and as I said, I don't expect to achieve the same level of popularity since I won't hesitate to delete inappropriate comments and block annoying people.
The central theme, however much it may not always seem so, will be the Word of God and its basic and correct interpretation: despite strange versions, it can still be easily found for popular acquisition, and the heat of any debate will not alter its content.
I look forward to receiving relevant comments and questions, from which I can learn and respond as quickly as possible.

Me I became hearing impaired in 2018. And I can no longer carry out the activities (like in the video above) through which I managed to supplement the income I receive from being in the military: to write a text like this, which you read in fifteen minutes, I end up taking up to two hours and, honestly, I do it with pleasure and for free, but because of so many difficulties I have already lost any pride and soon, without selling myself or altering the content of the message, I will find a way to receive any help, donation… alms you want to give me.